~by Michelle
I trudged on the treadmill, gritting my teeth, fighting tears. The workout wasn’t pushing me to my limits. Life was. I could almost feel physical sensations of my soul being stretched.
I reached up to God within my heart. I also reached out in thought, reflecting on the faith of those who have gone before — a faith that strengthens my own.
Sometimes I will look at the photos of noble ancestors on my wall in times like this. But on this night, there were no faces in mind, just the whole of all the pioneer stories wrapped together. In remembering them, I felt could keep moving, keep walking, keep keeping the faith.
I have realized as I reflect on the lives and sacrifices of the Mormon pioneers that the specifics of our journeys don’t really matter — not because the details of our personal pain and triumphs are insignificant, but simply because we all have our trails to blaze, we all have our trials to face. Our stories may differ, but the principles that can help us all are the same.
I so often find myself hoping I can be as firm in my faith and as willing to endure well life’s difficulties as the early Mormon pioneers were. I feel a connection with them because their testimony in God is my testimony. Their knowledge of God’s plan, the foundation that kept them going, is what keeps me going. Their trust in the Savior’s Atonement, the source of their hope, is also why I fight the despair or fear that sometimes seep into my heart in hard times.
Even as the Mormon pioneers have long since passed on, their examples shine bright to me and help me keep moving forward in faith — faith in my Father and in His Son, Jesus Christ.
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Editor’s note: A version of this post was originally shared under the title Faith of Our Fathers, Faith in Our Father.
I really appreciated your thoughts in this post.
Many years ago after having my last baby; I was depressed. At that time I read the book: “Mary Fielding Smith.”
As difficulties would arise through the years I would say; “If Mary Fielding Smith can do it; I can do it.”
Beautiful. Thanks for sharing, Michelle.
LeAnn, thanks for sharing that. I have a certain pioneer in mind who is my inspiration right now as I deal with more health issues.
Ashley, thanks for taking the time to read and comment. I’m glad you linked to your blog, too, so I could take a look. 😉
Michelle,
Thank you as always for your inspirational words. I hope all is well!